Getting ready for 2018

READY FOR 2018As I sit here watching Lost, my Corel draw graphics package is open and my note-book and to-do list is at hand. My colour pens at the ready to make my list stand out and not blend into one and I am trying my best to not start a riot in my head on how far back I am in my life. Having these random thoughts, causes me to have little panics and I start going into overdrive and then I wonder why I am tired all of the time.  I can not believe that it is only 2 days till 2018 bursts open with all its days and weeks ahead of me. I am trying my best to not rush into next year and become unfocused and blurry eyed, without knowing what direction I am going. So this year I plan to do a detailed road map of where I need to go and what I need to do to get there. I found that my past problems were not setting goals or doing lists, but not fully executing them and in turn they built up, and I spent the most of the year feeling overwhelmed and confused about the direction I was going in. At one point I started to question everything I was doing and came up with conflicting answers. I do not want to live another year like this. So my main goal of 2018 is ……

DISCIPLINE

Write down everything that I need to do, from washing dishes to washing my hair. To graphic design ideas for my blog to what clothes I need to buy. This is the only way I can at least try and make sure that by the time 2019 comes I can look back and truely be happy with all my acomplishements and not just some. We all know how it goes. We start picking and choosing what needs to be done and then left feeling guilty about the rest.

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