So I’ll admit, last night was a procrastinating time. I am so drained mentally that I could not focus. I hate these times, cause it means I have to be playing catch up. Then I get drained and the whole cycle starts all over again. So I sit here at 8.13 am and writing this blog sipping on my mocha before my dad picks me up for work. I didn’t know what I really wanted to write so that contributed to my procrastination. However, this idea came up so here I am writing it. Let me point out I did edit 3 of my Vlogmas videos and uploaded them, so it wasn’t a total wasted evening.
I am so unprepared for Christmas like I am every year. The house always needing a good clearing, my tree is still not up and I just feel lost, dazed and confused. Panick starts to kick in and I lose all sense of normality. Then my brain kicks in and says why are you stressing and what are you really stressing about? You still got a little time to sort yourself out. There is online shopping, you know what you are going to cook, you know what prezzies you are going to get for your son, so what is the big woop?
The big woop is me doing the same thing year after year after year. But today is the day that I get my brain back and throw away the stress. That being said I have choir tonight and a gig tomorrow so I will not have my evenings. Oh well.
Well I just took 5 and purchased my Son’s present well at least one of them. Ok so that pressure is off. I’ve scheduled it for Saturday cause I know that is when I’m going to be home.
Feeling a little better but still a little arghhhhhhh. Time to get at ease. Making that list.
- Do a food shopping list for Christmas and start buying them now.
- Do a todo list. That probably shouldv’e been number one.
- Do the to do list lol.
- Set deadlines and get them done.
So my list
- Clean house
- Put up tree
- Buy prezzies
- Wrap prezzies
- Prepare ideas for blogmas and vlogmas
That is pretty much my list, if I can just start with that then I be good. Of course there is a little more depth to it. For a few of my Vlogmas video’s I have to buy some bits cause I’ll be making a few festive drinks and making other stuff. So make sure you are SUBSCRIBED.
So that is it. I still feel a bit of tension but that’s because I need to write out what I need to do so it is clear in my head. So until tomorrow.